15 things you need to know about me if we are going to be friends

1. I do not suffer fools, the arrogant, the cruel, or liars. In fact, I'm consider it a duty that I hunt them down and shame them for what they are.

2. I never let people say to me two statements: "I'm sorry" and "thank you". They don't need to be said. If I've done something you are thankful for I've done it out of compassion and kindness. If you done me wrong and I'm still around you, you are already forgiven.

3. I try to enjoy the small joys of life. Those can never be taken away from you. A cool breeze, a silent moment, a child's laughter. Those can never be taken away from you nor would I allow it to be taken.

4. People are categorized automatically in one of three categories in which they usually are able to move from one to another: Adult, child and dog. If you are an adult we can exchange ideas and challenge each other's mind in common and mutual respect and love. If you are a child, then you are missing certain abilities to have a simple conversation, but I know that your potential will be reach in time. Less responsibilities are placed on you by me. Dogs are what they are. They have no true potential as human and it's not worth any trouble attempting to believe that they can raise above any lower brain activities besides eat, sleep, fight, and fuck. Still enjoyable, but not worth discussing Kant with.

5. I realized that I'm very effective if no one know what I'm doing. As far as I've learned the moment that people know what I'm up to that's when others begin to shed light on things and begin to stop me. If I'm lucky, I'm able to show others how to continue what I've started. By then it doesn't matter who know. I don't ask for credit and I don't need any lime light.

6. I'm not allowed to show any weakness the majority of the time. It's one of the reasons why I disappear time to time. Not only am I used to opportunists taking advantage of this moment, but I'd rather not be seen in pain, suffering, hurt or weak. I've also know that others have come to see me as stone and sadly if I show that I'm stoppable then they will lose their momentum also.

7. I have a tendency of "using my illusion". I already know that people see me in one light and never in another. I welcome it since it also helps me hide what my intentions are and allow me an opening to disprove a point or make another one. Never assume I'm one way or another.

8. I'm incredibly antisocial and can not be placed into a crowd for too long. I've learned from experience that being in crowds is a bad thing. I honestly have to prepare myself to go out in public and to deal with people. There usually comes a time that I disappear and go away. This is usually when I'm overwhelmed with people. Despite this I have a close Inner circle of friends who tolerate me, even when I'm a complete ass.

9. If there is anything I love more is to learn something new. People who teach me something new have a special place in my heart. I'm more than willing to do what I can to help them in what they need simply because they pull people out of ignorance and make their lives better. I do not care who they are or how the world sees them. I am more than willing to learn from who ever is willing to teach me.

10. I don't like to be touched. I've come to grasp with this a few years ago. To me touch is a more than personal. It's one of the last sanctities that I have in this life. It a great show of trust to allow someone to touch me. I don't show affection that easily unless it's needed at that moment (kissing someone's head after I hit them by accident) or it's well deserved (someone I trust to a certain extent). I know I should trust others, but growing up with an optimist view on how everyone is a good person has caused me to become pessimist if not for survival then for protection. Also just because I'm a pessimist doesn't mean I want to make others pessimists. People need to believe in humanity and the kindness of others.


11. I'm not a smart person. Just stubborn. I'm dumber than most people think in truth. Yet if you allow me enough time I'll figure it out and pass it on to someone else.

12. I have a complete fear of roaches and a rabid hatred orangutans. For the first, I run away then come back throwing things. For the second, I'm not allowed in the primate section of any zoo. I know they're distant cousin of our evolutionarily, but fuck them, I don't like my human cousin.


13. When no one is around and I have a cookie, I do the cookie dance. No one knows what the cookie dance looks like since I do not do the cookie dance in public.

14. If asked, I'd give you anything I have. I don't have a real issue with possessions or in that respect, money. Things can be destroyed or taken away. Money can be lost or spent foolishly. I value the moment. I value an opportunity to see something that will awe me. Small things make me happy.

15. I'm a horrible liar so I don't do it. That does not mean I do not withhold information from others. Some things are meant to be shared and some things are not meant to be.