Baby Steps

I'm trying a new thing. I'm trying to be a bit more available and more social and hence putting myself out there. Still means that I'm practically unstalkable, research people before I meet them, kick others for letting certain people close to me again, not reachable via phone and over all have to fight the urge to booby trap the lawn and I seal myself in a room and hide myself in the darkness between hiding from the rest of the world in several places that I can least disappear for a week at.

I said I'm trying, damn it. Be supportive.