I said it before yesterday and I'll say it again. It's not negotiable. It's not something that you can disregard because you can. It changes forms and comes out to continue. It's as if it's a virus, a vicious meme that absorbs us and changes forms and we act out in a mixture of pain and bafflement. It's as if you are trying to find the origin of a disease instead of trying to vaccinate and cure those involved. Somehow trying to fins someone to blame is going to make everything better a la Disney ending.
Stupid dreams for a stupid mind. If you asked me this over a decade ago, I would have cared and looked for a solution. 7 years later when I realized that this goes beyond generations and the people who may be to blame are dead and my money or my right arm, what ever you hold value to, is that they're just more links in the chain.
The only way out is to know that abuse spawns abuse that spawns abuse. It changes forms and it makes families into cannibals. The only way to survive Secret Wars is to leave. You can not fight them or plan them out, you can just leave. It's something that feeds off of hatred, anger, fear, hurt, pain and tears. It's a parasite that forces those to hide their role in it all rather than to expose their disease in hopes of airing it out and finding solution and cure. And yet, all those involved hide their shame just enough to continue their act of violence and hatred.
Don't tell me it's not a parasite, disease, or sickness.
A dark room filled with the blind striking out at each out of outrage of being hit.
The first step is learning that abuse spawns abuse that spawns abuse.
Don't even dare speak to me otherwise until you can grasp that. My survival instincts refuse you dragging me in ever again.
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