I get like this sometimes.
The rising internal anger. The coldness of my thoughts. The questioning of things that seem the anchor in place. The strong urge to alienate myself from everyone.
Started to entertain certain thoughts that would make certain that I would not get through the night. Nothing I want to relive anymore. It's kind of like looking over the edge with the voice in your head telling you to take one more step. It's a bit maddening and I rather not play chicken with certain thoughts. Not anymore.
I'm going to sit by myself, hope it passes and start again later. I don't know, I'm starting to think I might just have a reason to exist. It's just a hunch, but I think I'll entertain it just a bit more.
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